How did it happen? When did it all change? When did we start to hate each other?
Once we had something, something that was worth holding onto, now its gone. It just slipped through our fingers. We are at the point when we go out of our way to hurt each other. I know its over, people around us know its over but you cant accept that. How much longer do we have to go on like this? How many times do we have to spit out that we cant stand being around each other. When will you relise that its over and we are better off apart?
I watched a show on t.v last night,of a guy that was trying to proove that being a homosexual is a sin.
I would like to hear if you think it is a sin, I have been told that in the bible there is a few things that basicly say it is but I would love to hear your thoughts on this.
Thanks and take care
Have you ever had to watch someone destroy there own lifes? Have you ever felt like you cant do it anymore as much as you love and care for the person?
I have a family member that I am quite close too, that understands when I have a bad day, that dosnt judge me for who I am. Well that family member has been on a mission- to destroy his life, he has been at it for years, doing things he knew he shouldnt be doing, admitting that he needs help but to scared to take that step. After years of watching it people are starting to drift away from him, they cant take anymore, and I understand that but what do I do? He has really done it this time, hurt a lot of people that didnt deserve to be hurt. He has relised that he has lost a lot of people and now decides he wants to end his life. I was shocked, there are still people out there that give a damn, I was so angry, maybe I was just being selfish but when he said that it was like being slapped across the face. After everything he has done, after the people he has hurt he wants to take the cowards way out! To me he is being the selfish one, he cant run away from what he has done. I relise as I write this that so many people I know are like this, instead of dealing with what the have done they just push it aside. I myself have been guilty of this, but how I wonder do we change it.
Hey people,
well is has been a long time since I wrote something. I just didnt have any thing of great interest to write and now I still dont but I will give it ago. The other day I think I come across something about myself so now I will share it with you.
I few years ago I was truly happy,I found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, someone to love and someone to love me for who I was. I was so happy, but there was something I had to put up with. That was to get physicly and emontionly abused. At the time I thought it was a small price to pay. Now I relise how dumb that was, it wasnt true happiness. That was about 4 years ago, since then I have been in a long term relationship, but I am not truly happy. Then I relised that I was the one stopping myself from being happy, I am scared I am going to pay a price for happiness. Do we all have to pay a price for being happy? Do we have to put up with being treated badly to be happy? I hope all this makes sense as It is harder to write down to say.
Take care
My best friend is due to get married at the start of next year, as she is a very organised person it is all planned and paid for down to the menus. Her and her fiance have basicly been to hell and back and here they are planning there wedding. She is so in love with him. Tonight she gave me a call crying her heart out, his family have started a lot of trouble and have told them they will not be attending the wedding. From my point of veiw this is no big loss anyway, but its not my family. Her fiance is so hurt and angry with this he is also threatning to not show up at the wedding. My best friend is the most loving and caring person you could ever meet, she would do anything for anyone. All she wants is her own day, for all her dreams to come true. Why cant people just let her be? Why is it with a lot of people they are so selfish and would do anything to hurt someone? There is so much hatred in this world and look at what it is doing, but to me this is just as bad because this is family turning on each other. There are familys that fight and seperate due to good reasons, but this is just plain selfish. Sorry for blabbing on but I am so angry so thought I would share it.
people change
